It has been a while since I updated this I hardly have anytime to be on here. I have been working full time at my new job since August 1, 2005 with a 3-11 shift  I thought I was making $10 a hour but I am getting a $2 shift differential  and so I am making $12 a hour and $13 a hour on the weekends. I think I am doing pretty good. My parents have talked me into getting rid of my truck  and so I am selling my truck and getting a car instead. I really want to keep my truck but it hard on gas and I am still in the process of getting my license so far I have learned on my truck oh well at least cars are transportation and get you to your destination. When school starts back up and I get a day off  I will come to visit my old health occ.teachers and tell them my news well I am gonna go and watch the new movie  I just bought called Sin City . Again  I miss everyone and please keep in touch.

~Peace~     

Well life has been okay for me I have hanging in okay after my breakup with  Chris but luckly we are still talking and are still friends.He reamed me out for something really stupid I done. I have a job orientation on friday between 8:30am - 2:30pm with a place called HCR Manor Care in Baltimore it is near Franklin square Hospital  near Rossville Blvd in Rosedale. I'll be starting off with $10 a hour because I am a GNA and CNA. I am thinking about going to the Harford County Farm Fair it should be fun I think. I went driving twice already but I still haven't done driving school I am going to Top Driver and I am thinking about going on the third of August so I can get my darn license already. My Mom is really pissing me off about the driving issue because you have to have someone who is 21 and older to be in the car with you and  then you hear the fact they are going to extend the permit holding time for 6 months which sucks I could have had  my license by now but I don't. I have a question to ask :  Am  I  a bad person to be friends with ? or in other words Does everyone hate me?    why does no one ever call to talk to me I just want to know   Please  some one answer these questions. well anyways all I know is I feel lonely and I want people to talk to and there is never no one there to talk to. I miss getting together and hanging out with my friends. If anyone is ever bored and no one knows my phone number my house number is 410-679-8715 and my cell number is 410-818-6649 please feel free to call me. I do have time to talk  well I'll write later when I get the chance         

Well Yesterday  Chris and I decided to take a break more like a time-out because it was killing both of us being able not to see each other so we decided to try again after I get  my license which should not be to long  4 months  maybe more  I tried to stay calm while on the phone with him but after I got off the phone with him I could not control myself I started bursting in tears because even though we are going to try again later  it killed me. My parents did not want to hear it They wanted us to break up all along because of our differences in age. the good news is Chris and I are still friends until later he just wants time to be alone  and doesn't want want to be tied down and neither do I  right now. I love chris with all  my heart and I always will.  After I got off the phone I  sat in my room for a little while and then confronted my mom which was not good. I ran out of the house and walked to the end of the court  to be alone. I was not thinking rational I was thinking about bad things. but I realized Chris and I are not done we are going try again in a couple of months. We lasted Two months and three days  which is pretty good. Well I really miss all my friends and I wish I would hear  from you  well I'll talk later